you..

Would you noticed if I cried?
Would you care if I killed myself?
What if it was over something so simple like a boy
A boy I loved but never loved me enough to care
If I ran away would you run with me, would you even notice?
I wish every night as I cry myself to sleep that you would notice me
That you would care for me like I do for you
Just once to be held by you and know I'm loved and cared for
Instead I just sit here wondering would you noticed if I was dead...

THE AMAZING PRESENT..

ONE DAY A YOUNG GIRL WAS SITTING ALONE IN HER ROOM...SHE WAS ONLY 5 AND HER DAD'S BIRTHDAY WOULD SOON TO COME....SHE WAS TOO YOUNG TO BUY HIM A PRESENT BUT SHE WANTED TO GIVE HIM SOMETHING REALLY SPECIAL...AFTER A FEW MOMENTS HER FACE BECOME BRIGHTER AND SHE WENT TO THE CLOSET,TAKING OUT THE GOLDEN PAPER WHICH WAS KEPT THERE FROM HER PARENTS..IT WAS A VERY EXPENSIVE PAPER,COVERED WITH REAL GOLD DUST AND ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE TO FIND ANYMORE...
''DAD WILL BE SO PLEASED''-SHE THOUGHT..AND STARTED TO WORK...
****
''WHERE IS THE GOLDEN PAPER?!''-DAD ASKED HER
''I USED IT DAD,I USED IT TO COVER THIS BEAUTIFUL BOX!''-SAID THE GIRL SMILING AT HIM

BUT THE DAD GOT ANGRY...THE PAPER WAS VERY VALUABLE AND THEY WERE SHORT ON MONEY...AND SLAPPED HER..HARD TEARS COVERED THE LITTLE GIRL'S RED CHEEKS..
****
THE FOLLOWING DAYS WENT BY AND FINALLY THE DAD'S BIRTHDAY CAME..THE LITTLE GIRL WENT UP TO HIS ROOM WITH THE GOLDEN WRAPPED BOX AND SAID''HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!",SMILING AT HIM..
DAD WAS PLEASED AND QUICKLY OPENED THE BOX....BUT HE SUDDENLY LOST HIS GOOD TEMPER WHEN HE SAW THE BOX WAS EMPTY...''WHAT IS THE MEANING OF THAT???''HE SAID.
AND HE SLAPPED HER AGAIN..TWICE..''DON'T U KNOW,YOUNG LADY,THAT WHEN U GIVE SOMEONE A PRESENT IT IS SUPPOSED TO BE SOMETHING INSIDE?''
THE LITTLE GIRL LOOKED UP AT HIM AND SAID''BUT DADDY..IT'S NOT EMPTY.....I BLEW KISSES UPON IT TILL IT WAS FULL!!''...TEARS WERE FLOWING ON HER FACE AND SHE RUN OUT OF THE ROOM...OUT OF THE HOUSE...OUT OF THE YARD...TO THE STREET...SHE DIDN'T EVEN SEE THE TRUCK COMING TO HER....
****
THE LITTLE GIRL WAS DEAD...AND A SOBBING FATHER WAS NEAR ..PLEADING FOR HER FORGIVENESS...BUT TIME IS NEVER TURNING BACK...
****
IT IS TOLD THAT THE FATHER KEPT THE GOLDEN BOX NEAR HIS BED FOR THE REST OF HIS LIFE..AND WHENEVER HE WAS DISCOURAGED OR FACED DIFFICULTIES..HE WOULD OPEN THE BOX AND TOOK OUT AN IMAGINARY KISS..AND REMEMBERED THE LITTLE CHILD..THE LOVE OF HIS DAUGHTER WHO PUT IT INSIDE..
****
****
IN A VERY SPECIAL SENSE..EACH OF US AS HUMAN BEINGS HAVE BEEN GIVEN A GOLDEN BOX FROM FAMILY,FRIENDS OR GOD..THERE IS NO PRECIOUS POSSESSION THAT ONE CAN HOLD!

girls need this...

When she walks away from you mad, Follow her..

When she stare's at your mouth, Kiss her..

When she pushes you or hit's you, Grab her and dont let go..

When she start's cussing at you, Kiss her and tell her you love her...

When she's quiet, Ask her whats wrong...

When she ignore's you, Give her your attention..

When she pull's away, Pull her back...

When you see her at her worst, Tell her she's beautiful...

When you see her start crying, Just hold her and dont say a word...

When you see her walking, Sneak up and hug her waist from behind..

When she's scared, Protect her..

When she lay's her head on your shoulder, Tilt her head up and kiss her..

When she steal's your favorite hat, Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night...

When she tease's you, Tease her back and make her laugh...

When she doesnt answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay..

When she look's at you with doubt, Back yourself up...

When she say's that she like's you, she really does more than you could understand...

When she grab's at your hands, Hold her's and play with her fingers...

When she bump's into you, bump into her back and make her laugh...

When she tell's you a secret, keep it safe and untold....

When she looks at you in your eyes, dont look away until she does...

When she misses you, she's hurting inside...

When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away ...

When she says its over, she still wants you to be hers ..

When she repost this bulletin, she wants you to read it ...


- Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything.

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's ok dont believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up

- Treat her like she's all that matters to you.

- Tease her and let her tease you back.

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick.

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes.

- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.

- Let her know she's important.

- Kiss her in the pouring rain.

- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;
"Who's ass am I kicking babe?"